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i recently turned 21, and i'm lucky enough to have already found the love of my life.
i play lots of instruments, but my favorite is piano.
transfag. lover of men and becoming a man.
i was unnoficially adopted by my best friend's parents.
delights
sonic the hedgehog
showering in the dark
honeydew
final fantasy 7
writing, art, programming, music
homestuck
hibiscus tea
robots
forgetting i'm human
earthbound
staying awake until no one else is
comic books
music
ice/roller skating
metanarrative stories
abandoned buildings
poetry
neon genesis evangelion
interesting turn signals
my scars
perfect blue [1997]
lights in big cities
having enough time
jellyfish
fight club [and many other chuck palahniuk books and david fincher films]
trains, and super long train rides
disco elysium
any experience i can make poetic
my wonderful boyfriend, and all the creative things he is and does
pacing around talking to myself to better understand myself
our sweet dog and cats
our terribly small little apartment
distastes
people i don't know how to love
advertisements
anything that flutters [moths, butterflies, certain birds, etc.]
sudden loud noises
when i don't feel useful
spaces that are too small
spaces that are too big
cinnamon and mint
smoke
bright lights
camping
pastries
dissonance in conversations
being alone
when i get angry and i don't know why
thoughts i can't get rid of
thoughts that leave too quickly
not knowing if i'll ever have a life i'm fully happy to be living